做朋友

想不到，

我需要求朋友...

当我的朋友...

这，

就是人生...

其实

其实，

问题从来都没有解决。

一代传一代...

从当年开始，

就已经开始自己顾自己，

或

“自己顾自己友”

爽吗？

现在搞到这样~

3 to 4.

It's 3 years old.

Turning 4 years old soon.

What is IT?

My worst Nightmare.

The problem never being solved.

The one that work hard themselves get what they want.

;

The one feeling being abandoned...

Left one by one.

Who's fault?

Me?

Ya...

I am abandoned...

I am forgotten...

又是朋友...

朋友啊！

我知道这个世界不能少了你...

我很肯定！

但是，

你可以不要忘记我吗？

我很想，

很伤心而厚脸皮地告诉你，

我有利用价值的！

真的有！

请不要忘记我！

可以吗？

难道这就是，

缘分...

不管我多想，

可是，

缘分归缘分...

我不是你的好朋友...

直到如今，

我还是放不下，

你所说的话...

虽然失去记忆,

我忘不了...

我曾经痛过。

3 Stages

about Future Picture Upload.

1) Afterlife

Where will my Afterlife be?

"On the land under 50 fifty stars..."




2) The road to Afterlife

I don't know how long will be take to reach there.

But,

Technology advanced.

I won't be taking boat.




3) Before I die (already uploading...)

It's all about what I left when I "was" alive...

Hahaha~

Freedom

For now,

There are 3 freedom-s for me

One achieved.

One pending.

Last one... Emm...

I don't wish that I leave this place because of freedom...

As a record...

Last Saturday,

Finished my TOEFL exam..

So,

Happy!!! ^^

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Done my 1st reflexology session today, just now...

Ya...

Lol~

Treatment is about 40 minutes ++

Feel bored and keep thinking and thinking about other things.

Now,

Feeling weird and pain...

Weird because feeling unbalanced.

(And maybe that is the real balance...)

Pain is pain lo...

Haha!

笨的原因

其实，

我并不笨。

但为什么我这么笨？

应该是习惯了在家里封闭头脑的关系。

妈妈：“顺我者生逆我者死。”

父母的决定总是正确。

没有选择的权利。

没有机会选择。

不敢选择。

选择。

不想再想，

也不敢再想。

只有默默的接受。

我回想，

曾经告诉自己，

“宣布死亡！”

因为我真的太失望了。

我需要到冥界跑一趟，

找回自己...

因为，

又到另一个时间的旅程碑了。

到底，

这个前途，

是我的选择,

还是...

因为...

Randomly post..

Less Post = Less Emo

So,

But today's simply simply post...

Feel ok today...

Not much Emo already...

(Don't tickle me then'll be fine)

Just,

Letting go the bad feelings.

Because I understand.

Something's just can't change.

You already have this kind of thinking.

For so many years.

It's very hard to change.

I feel pity.

Even myself,

Sometime's just can't change so easily.

So,

I can forgive.

Because you are my friend.

I consider you as friend.

But,

Do you vice versa?