Week 22, Monday...

美好幸福的感觉，

可能就是这样吧，

虽然她不属于我，

真正的会更好吧？

继续等...

Week 21, Saturday Night...

I guess,

I have 3 days of Sunday,

from Friday until Tomorrow...

Why?

I feel so free and so wierd...

Although got do what should do...

Feeling so empty...

Zzzz...

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优美的错误，

有它华丽的优美，

有它最好的一面；

有它痛苦的一面，

有它不消的疤痕。

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一开始，

你逆水行舟，

弄湿你的身体，

让你知道不应该这么做。。。

;

可是，

时间可以告诉你，

虽然你先弄湿了身体，

总好比到最后你被水淋湿了，

才在那里慌。。。

Week 21, Thursday

Today didn't rain,

Nice weather...

Thanks!

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(an add-on for facebook's status)

Her friend says :"You does not deserve a girl like her, find a better one la~"

But I said :"She deserves a better guy, maybe she will change her attitude?"

Her friend says :"She will never change, even I am her "sisters", I can't change her..."

I :"......"

Week 21, Monday...

Moulting

Human does "Moult"...

How?

Humans grow normally...

But when Pain strikes deeply,

Humans may moult.

After moulting,

Humans may "Eat" their past...

or

Just let time to "Decay" their past...

Week 21, Sunday... Start!

New week,

Gonna plan well for this week,

Everything messed up after school started...

Teehee~

Next is what I found from

"Good Hygiene Gets Girls"

The guy says:

"There's this High-End skin product called,

Low-T-On"

(lotion)

Hahahaha!

Week 20, The Last day Last part...

Raining not cats and dogs...

Telling my feeling is Neutral...

No need to be so sad.

I can wish you well only...

Nothing else...

你的那番话？

料

男

恭

(guess the meaning)

对不起啊！对不起！^^

(damn, should stop posting these kind of post...)

才华，永远在某种爱情里，永远都不被重视...

算了吧...

Week 20, The Last Day part 2...

Ya,

Morning,

Rain did fell down from the sky...

But the sky also told me...

"After Rain fell,

You can see the Sun again..."

I,

Don't even have the chance to voice out...

Instead,

I congratulated her for being un-single...

I am stupid huh?

Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid Stupid!!!

I am stupid for not hearing the "Boaster/Cheater"'s advice...

Maybe,

The "Climax" conversation with the "Boaster/Cheater",

I will never tell her the truth happened behind it...

Just let time made it fade out...

Week 20, The Last Day...

I hoped that today will rain...

Maybe it will wash away my pain...

Maybe rain will fill my vain,

while watching the rain drops pairs-by-pairs...

Hence,

I can prove that,

No matter how much Talent you have,

You will never win someone without Talent,

In the fight of LOVE...

People with Talent will only being appreciated,

But never being LOVE-d...

Maybe the She will never appears,

or

She haven't appears...

Maybe fate tells me that I should stay alone...

I already get what I wanted so far...

Maybe LOVE,

Is the deposit...

I still need to pay the others,

with my shown effort...

Week 20, Friday...

Why I am so easily being cheated?

Maybe You will never understand...

Week 20, Thursday... Rainy day...

Why every Thursday has to be raining...

And throughout the journey,

It's so cold...

What could I think of?

It's a long journey...

What I learned today,

1) Slow down myself

2) Be patience

3) Relax Relax...

It's all about,

SLOW!

Is for you...

You,

Won't be missing me anymore huh?

I misunderstood your "miss you nerh"...

Your friendly missing,

I...

Still remember you said "I'm interested in you..."

First time a girl said those words to me...

How can I would not being touched...

I longed for those words for so long time...

But,

You broke my heart when you say...

"juz kidding man"

I told you all my plans,

How am I going to spend my time with you...

But,

You...

I won't even have the chance to say out my feelings,

But everything happened with a blink of the eye...

Why I so wanted to send you home?

Maybe this is just the time I can spend with you.

Why I keep asking you,

What have I done wrong? I am bad?

Maybe I wish to be the perfect one for you...

Your friend will be laughing at me,

if she know that I still can't let go of you...

Your friendly missing,

Hurt me too deep too deep...

Everybody knows that,

For me this stupid human,

Love is something that I will never understand...

Maybe in exchange of love,

I get anything I wanted?

Maybe I if I want love,

I will have to let go my world...

WHY?!?!

Week 19, The early morning of Saturday...

She,

passed through and say,

Ya,

A girl may wait for A guy for 1.5 years if the girl really likes the guy...

If...

If...

If...

Is this hope?

Week 19, Thursday, 5-13... =.="

Everything happens at wierd wierd date...

Today is 5-13...

But I,

拜。见。师。傅！orz

=.="~

Week 19, Wednesday...

Am I not brave enough?

;

Or that doesn't worth what will be return...

I am so curious now...

My sixth sense is not working on these kind of thing...

What can I do...

Why can't I let go?

Maybe I should meet her face-to-face...

Always...

Week 19, Tuesday... A Turning Point?

Rain Finally Stopped...

Finally, watching the Sun shines again...

All misunderstanding seems to be solved...

Everything returned back just like the first time we chat...


She chat with me,

Like last time we used to chat...
(she skipped school today... =.=")


But,

If she is really the one,

How should I know?

Or maybe I just being attracted, Blindly?



What people consider the fact is,

Two people from different world will never be together happily till the end,



People do say,

"If really love each other, can Change Change Change..."



What should I do...

Why so hard to pull the feeling out of the heart...

Haiz... Weak...

Me, And a not my Her...

The time rewind, we are strangers again...

But, we have memories for each other...

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It started from a blindly bus chase...

After tuition,

I chased my school bus,

I finally knew her name on that day...

It was wonderful for me,

I've waited for 1 year to get to know to her...

We started to chat,

Because I finally found Her facebook and msn...

It was a wonderful memory,

Cause she said,

"miss you nerh","I'm interested in you"

Maybe I'm longing for a people to say it to me...

I was blinded...

I tried my best to contact her...

Keep calling... Keep calling...

There was once I was trying to drive her home...

I called her for over 20 minutes...

Driving around to find her...

But, she can't hear her phone rang...

I was mad...

How can she be so irresponsible,

Because we've agreed earlier...

I'm very worry about her...

She is very playful,

Always try to get out from her house,

Skip tuition...

Went window shop...

I was wondering,

What her future will be?

What?

But why?

This couldn't being blamed because she is the youngest?

Maybe I am Naive...

Always...

Thought that,

Poor people's child will be very hardworking...

I was wrong...

My friend said,

"There are a lot of things you haven't seen before..."

One day, I finally met her face-to-face...

I think that she might be safed...

But might no...

Other day, her friend told me,

"Both of you are from different world,

although you two may be together,

but you two may don't have a good ending."

Misunderstanding suddenly happened...

because Me and Her,

are from different world...

Different environment,

Different background...

I insulted her friend,

Unpurposely...

I explained to her friend that I'm not purposely...

Because we have different culture,

I just can't accept it in a short time...

But, She started to ignore me...

I can't see her online anymore...

I'm not calling her anymore...

Until yesterday's bus chase...

I can strongly feel that,

The time rewind, we are strangers again...

But, we have memories for each other...

I guess in the other morning,

I will be looking at Her shadow,

Wondering,

What is in Her mind?

Why...

Maybe before I found another Her,

If she willing to hold my hand,

She can be mine forever...

A naive promise...

Because love is blind, Right?

(let's make this post imperfect)

Do you feeling like laughing at me?

LOL~ This story sucks right? XD

When Five Fell(short film)

Lol... Found these things on the short film...

“She tells me she wants to be a raindrop,

she doesn't mind falling,

as long as she is not alone,

raindrops are never alone...”

“This is me,

if you hold my hand,

I will be yours forever,

a simple promise,

it's all I can offer,

is it enough?”

“This is me,

ask me what a perfect date taste like?

I'll say,

her lips,

she was my first kiss,

it has to be something,

something sure and true,

because the taste of the true kiss can be sure,

it was a dreadfully romantic that can be only one,

the question is,

am I, her only one?

I'm afraid the truth will break me,

but her kiss is convincing,

I'm not her only one...”

Cup in the film represents taste.

More specifically, the cup represents a kiss.

And a kiss is the most universal symbol of love and affection.

The fact that it describes a first kiss is even more significant.

A first kiss is innocent and naive.

We cherish it as though it will last forever.

But when the Cup is broken,

the kiss is no longer possible.

(-just like a relationship-)

朋友嘛...

我的朋友都是很奇怪的吧...

很自然的我，

都不会被归纳为所谓比较“高等级”的朋友...

（比较啦...）

“嘿！你有把我当朋友的吗？”

“有啊！哪里没有？”

“有谁珍惜我？！”

“我”，“我”, “我”, “我”, “我”, “我”, “我”！

（真的）有啦，有人惜才...

可能我不够“才”，

还不够，

或者我的表面功夫做不够？哈哈！

（这句话很烂，说实在）

可能，

我需要转一转频道，

可能，

没有做表面功夫的人，

都在交谈，

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原来，

所有敌人的朋友，

不能信...

不管你能够给予多少的信心，

你都得不到回报...

哈哈！

这还要谢谢一班“女仔”玩到我够够力...

哈哈！

Week 18, Day after Blue Monday....

我的天真，

付出了代价...

;

认识妳，

是一种错 ; 是一种幸福

错，是因为妳伤害了我...

幸福，因为妳让我在伤害中学习...

;

原来，

朋友，

都不是用来相信的...

Week 18, Blue Monday...*update...

心里雨纷纷...

想念，

都没用了...

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不可以放弃！

振作振作！

*敲头*敲头

醒啊醒啊！